Untitled (January 21, 2004)

memory replays
history repeats
and I watch myself
stop and go stop and go between
right and wrong
stop and go stop and go
rise and fall like my chest
as I struggle to catch my breath
catch myself as my
heart pumps reality to my mind my
heart pumps guilt through me but
my body can't tell the difference
between guilt and pleasure
guilt and pleasure
rise and fall
stop and go stop and go and
stop as the revelations rise
bring tears to my eyes that
won't fall and I don't know which
name to call as I stop
and go forward into accident stop
and go forward into mistake stop
and go forward into dishonesty but
what you don't know won't hurt me so I
stop and go
rise and fall into sin
that never tasted sweeter
hands that aren't yours
feel better as they stop
and go stop and go
I hear a voice that isn't yours
reply to mine when I say stop
go stop go
and I can't control the outcome
until I finally stop
and when I'm finally alone I can't
remember you
I can't
remember you
while memory replays
and history repeats
I watch myself stop and go stop and go and
stop